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2007-02-07 @ 8:41 p.m.

Sorry if I don't write here anymore but I'm too lazy to write in english.
I'm fine, drining too much, having an internship in a Sofitel hotel in HR and accounting department. I read your updates everyday don't worry. But now I don't feel like writing in english...I drinking too much and wanting suicide too much...I don't see any future for me..I don't learn as much as I want to in this internship...I'm bored most of the time...Anyway my dogs are all right and my mother too^.. It's just me ...I want to be ana cos I'm too fat and I hate my body but the ana thing isn't coming back to me and I'm wondering why...I want it back..cos I'm suffering...I'm exploding..I need some help...I think...I'm h urting inside...I'm out of words to describe my feelings..sorry

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