where i'm too old
2006-08-07 @ 9:03 p.m.

I have watched the second season of the L word I think I could become a lesbian. I miss my friend C. she's working on a island in Bora Bora. I think I could fall in love with a woman.
I still haven't found any internsship and I'm drinking so much more. I can't sleep if I'm not drunk. Sad world. But I'll soon go to Vietnam. For an internship or maybe not if they're not paying me enough.
I'm tired of living and writing much more in my french blog.
I'm tired if I don't drink and I'm tired if I drink. I don't see any way out. I just have enough of myself.

I wish I could just end this.
Right now. Right here.

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