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2006-06-21 @ 10:01 p.m.

I nearly finished my school, juste six months internship and I'll have my diploma.
But now too much of drinking, too much weight put on...... I wish I could stuck my finger down and puke every day..
I drink too much eat too much and think too much
I didn't take my zoloft and feel like shit..anyway i feel like shit everyday....wish I could die for a sudden death
Wish I could drink and die, wish I could never see this world I hate again
I just wish something the fate doesn't want to accomplish..and I'm still asking her why.....take my life away I'm asking her every two day...and she won't...
Stop this...I'm tired....really..I shouldn't beg you but I am

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