Upate week 3 before exams
2005-11-14 @ 10:35 p.m.

I'm drinking too much especially on the week-ends...but on week days too..I'm spending money and time to go and buy alcohol on the nearest shop from my student's room...45 min drive by bus me my drug...I'm spending time to buy my drug instead of stuying...and now I'm drinking coffee without coffeine to keep me alive..to watch tv...My final exams (for the first 6 months) are in three weeks time, I'm really trying to work this week because next week I'm working in the scool's restaurant and the work shift is from 10 am to 2 pm and from 6 pm to 11 pm with classes before (from 8 am to 10 am and from 2:30 pm to 6 pm) so it makes days of 8 am to 12 pm (at least). I'm already tired..
Life so stressful and strange...sometimes I wish I had someone instead of my usual bottle of alsohol everynight..I always have to be drunk to go to sleep..that's fucking crazy...
Okay time to say good bye...

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