back and alive
2005-08-13 @ 8:16 p.m.

Sorry if I didn't poted any notes for so long. I tarted a new school two weeks ago, a management-buisness-hospitality scholl which costs a lot (too much), by I'm sponsored by my mom (thanks mom for giving sooo much money at almost 30 y.o., I promise I'll take care of you till you die mom).
It's fine, still I have integration problems...I a weird chick....and my flat on the campus is too white too blank, and the people are too rich and too fake...but I feel fine...I work at night and sometime go for a drink on the drinking places of the campus (little campus not like the US ones).
I've made some friends...little...because it's so dificult for me, I don't like to be judged, to be stared at...but buisness is like that everybody has n eye on you..
Tonight I'm HOME hurray (I arrived yesterday at 7 pm but the school is not far away 30 min by bus) I'm drunk hurray (but less than yesterday because I drank two bottles of wine)
and I' alone with the dogs.
My mom with my aunt and a friend of her are in Venice, Italy (they left yesterday morning and coming back tomorrow night. I feel a bit lonely, Î'd prefered they were home...and next week-ed it's the same because they're going to Paris for 4 days...the only good thing: I can drink to death, the bad thing I'm alone and I miss my mother but I'll have to get through.
Next week will be hard courses and practical work are waiting for me...wish me luck ! so maybe I'll invite you in one of my future hotel or restaurant...if only I finish this school !

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