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2005-07-06 @ 9:23 p.m.
I want to say something more intersting than uhhh...
But I just can't...
I'm so sorry for the few ones reading my insanity...
I'm really tired..I really drunk..
I have to finish an essay for july 15th and still have so much to do..
I hate myself I'll never look like as nice as some girls in town...
I hate so much what I am and even the plastic surgery won't make me feel better even if I want to think it will.
I hate the world and I love this new blog of a man on 20six.fr writing about his near death...
That's funny how people can react....life death...a so thin line....a thought....a need..sometimes a desire...a fear...
I do not fear anymore...I'm able to decide for myself now