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2005-06-25 @ 10:29 p.m.

I can't access to my french site coze I have a problem with explorer (have to call the guy in need to fix it) so I have to vent in here in a very very bad english..sorry....
I just read a diary about a bulimic girl on 20six.fr and she so reminds me of myself not becoze she's bulimic but becoze this endlss need of food or now for me alcohol..
I'm so scared...if you only saw allthe amount I can drink in one day you'll be scared...and I'm so tired the next day as if I didn't slept the whole night... my stomac is not sleeping but trying to digest all the amount of alcohol ingested....that's why I always wake up so tired...and it's a vicious circle coze I cannot sleep during the day and the evening I drink so ...no end to this...and I take some calming pills in addition to the whole stuff
I hope it'll be better when I'll start the school..
Oh today my mother bought 2 chairs and one table (Strack) for my future kitchen and two chair for the balcony plus one small ladder (waist-high coze the cupboards in the kitchen are tooo high for me even the first one..)
That's all folks have a nice evening ps: I'l try to write more often even if it's only a few words.. And take care raygirl I'm still reading and always will, to the some of you I still want to read your posts but have lost all the passwords so if you please can give them again..leave me a note at espritdeslieux@hotmail.com......I'll be so happy...Good night

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