beginniing of a new start
2005-06-24 @ 10:12 p.m.

There's a lot of new this week.
I can finally go to the school I planed (The EHL in Lausanne, World Wide known school).
I'll maybe finally have my own flat.
I quit my actual hated job on 23th of June.
Starting new school on June 24th.
You have..no you must wish me luck please please....for my new life and hope I'll not be always so drunk as today in order to be the best..not easy I know......
So for my new life I wish : to stop drinking so much, stop thinking the worst to happen, stop wishing me to die, stop wanting to go away, stop beeing so negative...stop all this rage against myself..
Please Faith let me finally be whom I wanna be. I don't take it away till I wan it to.

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