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2005-05-24 @ 8:40 p.m.

I want to thank you for your notes and guestbook entries coze somehow diaryland refuses to mail them to me... T H A N K Y O U S O M U C H !
Okay I already drank 2 strong vodka and iced tea but I want one more but 'm already drunk so I think I'll stop drinking vodka.(and there's already one empty bottle of malibu lying in my cupboard...note to self remember throwing it away next friday)
Sometimes (every evening) I wish that alcohol will kill me...It could be a so lovely death...killed by a caipirinha or a malibu...
I'm sinking..I hate my job..god I hate it...
I want to move away from my mother just to die in peace...
I just sometimes wish I could cut my veins but I'm too afraid from blood...
I'm always unlucky....
I'm just a fucked up girl in a fucked up world...
Sorry

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