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2005-04-29 @ 10 a.m.

I had my interview this afternoon at 1.45 pm.....but for me they choose a meeting with some big bosses (means I had no chance to go throught without some "mental" scars)....they were so rude and straight....and...I felt like a worm...
Conclusion : I have no chance to go to this school....
So I'm a bit (a lot) drunk (like everyday) but I' still able to write....
I'm sad even if I'll only receive the answer in 4 or 5 weeks from now. I know I won't be taken. I don't have shown enough motivation, desire, strenght to apply in there....
I am and will always be a loser....
Cheers ...I think I'm gonna end the bottle of malibu and go to sleep...tomorrow working day...
And I'm sooooo tired...
I want to sleep for almost ten years.....

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