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2005-02-28 @ 8:40 p.m.

Why does malibu have to be so good but making me so drunk ?
It's soo cold these days this morning it was like -10°C outside and a cold blowing wind. I just want to emigrate to a carribean island far far away from any cold weather.....
When I'm drunk I fall asleep more easily and I like that. But my mother has noticed a change in me since I'm drinking more (she doesn't see all the bottles I'm hiding in my cupboard). And I'm not even ashamed of it.
I hate myself....more than ever.

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