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2005-02-03 @ 11:32 a.m.

Yesterday morning I was yelled at by my boss.
Sometimes I feel like I had two mothers. But at my age I think one like mine is enough...I have enough pression without my bosses'one.
At my age I don't want to be yelled at...I'm old enough to know what I'm doing wrong or right. Why does everyone think I'm too stupid to understand subliminal thoughts ?
Why does everyone still think I'm a teenie ? It makes my rise to maturity more difficult than it already is.
I'm thinking about suicide again. Even if I'm trying not to forget my anti-depressants. Sometimes I'm wondering what would be my state without them. Maybe I'll finally have the strenght to end my tortures ?

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