monday
2005-01-10 @ 10:00 a.m.

I don't feel well.
Still drinking too much, still sitting alone during hours in front of the internet.
I'm bored and I'm cold. Trying to maintain my weight around the 42kg.
I hate eating those days. I prefer drinking alcohol instead of making myself something to eat.
I'm feeling so alone. My mother'll be back in two days. Breaking my constant loneliness.
I think I'm closing myself in a negative state of mind, of being. And didn't want to break it. I think I'm going insane. Do I need help ?

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