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2004-10-28 @ 8:50 p.m.

The only thing I can think about is masturbation.
Sex isn't the most important thing in my life (right now) and I'd rather prefer sharing sex moments with some one else than myself. But sometimes the need of self-sexual-exploring is too enjoyable.
I hate cold rainy and grey weather but that's all I can have during those next few months.
Sometimes I want a sex buddy but as I hate my body and my small tummy I don't think I would allow a male glance at my nudity. Maybe I could just turn the light off and pretend I'm...some small-sized model ? Maybe the fact of not having my period since august has reduced my sex needs to almost zero ?

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