social what ?
2004-10-23 @ 8:30 p.m.

My dog's feeling better the vet gave him a lot of meds....most are probably useless since he's feeling (or rather he looks like he's feeling) a lot better...has a great appetite and eating a fucking lot for a so small dog like he is.
I'm not feeling better...mentally speaking...had a rather difficult morning, getting angry for no reason, being rude and angry at my mother, feeling dizzy and uncomfortable until 2 pm...I don't know what happened but it's not the first time..maybe I should take some antidepressants more regularly than once in a while...
I felt so depressed and had a "I want to kill myself right now" feeling...
Maybe it's due to my lack of social life...I don't see anybody apart from co-workers at work and my mom at home...I've even stopped to go out on saturday nights...all this isolation doesn't contribute to a "better feeling"... but I just hadn't the face, the will nor the strenght to go out.... I'm sort of sinking into something's not good for me....
Happily the weather's good and tomorrow I'm going for a long walk with mom and dog in the woods....
What a great life....

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