sickness
2004-10-21 @ 9:31 a.m.

My dog's sick he trew up 6 or 7 times last night.
I'm very worried. I'm relived I'm going to the vet this afternoon.
I'm sick too, took a laxative yesterday night. I just want to stop stuffing food in my mouth. Why do we have to eat ? I'm sick of that food in my stomach.
My dog's so skinny....it's frightening...my mother says he's looking like me....like he was my child....mother look-a-like....I do not believe her I'm feeling fat and ill....some sort of mental illness....like I'm caged into something I couldn't find the way out.
Sometimes I'm scared ...like now...but most of the time I'm acting like a robot...or maybe a zombie....
I feel apart from the world and from ppl around me.

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