Stalker
2004-09-30 @ 8:51 p.m.

Sometimes I hate ppl so much. Especially boys who are stalking me and almost doing a sit-in in front of my door. I hate Him so much, he's cazy...normal boys don't ring at your door during 20min (the finger pressed on the bell....during all 20min...he's crazy I told you).
I wanted to do a nice clean entry before leaving to Poland but I just was too upset so it ends like this...one more moaning about someone or rather something....my incapacity to say no to something or someone. I just want to start thinking only for myself, what a shit I only realised it now and not many years ago. Better later than never as we say it in french.
I always think of so many things to write in here during the day and I end starring at a blank page. I aways forget the SO intersting (*joke*) things I want to write in here.....bleh... Later (at 9:18) : He's still here...one hour later...still stalking me....I just don't want to see Him...he's fucking crazy...and don't dare to say it's love..it's just pure and simple madness...craziness.....everything but not normality...fuck him...

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