first-aid class
2004-09-25 @ 8 p.m.

In order to obtain the swiss driving licence you have to take a first-aid class for 10 hours. So yesterday and today all day (from 8 am to 5 pm) I had to sit and listen to how to do artifical breathing, how to bandage and what to do in a traffic accident and so on...
It was boring and interesting at the same time, mostly boring due to the monitor's accent....swiss-german accent...the worst...
Most of the paricipants were around 18 y.o. and I catched myself phantasming about touching and licking the young nice boy sitting next to me...the young and fresh blood (and flesh).....those clumsy hands touching my skin....those fleshy lips touching mine....oh....my....god.....!!!! I'm such a old bitch...lol... But I realised I like young and fresh flesh....I always liked the younger (boys) ones most...
Next saturday I'm leaving for one week to Poland...I have one week free and my mother paid me the fly to Warsaw to see my aunt.
I'm so tired those days....all day I'm dreaming about drinking wine and collapsing dead drunk on my bed....
I hate my job...I hate ppl sooo much sometimes....especially those on drugs (coke, heroine,..) I'm meeting almost everyday on the stairs to my work place.... I want to kill them all...even if I know alcohol is a drug too....but I have a job ...a normal job and I don't keep harassing ppl in order to have some money.... I have an "almost" normal life...
I'm trying to keep a good figure but I'm not feeling so well every single day.... I think that's something normal...you just can't pretend to be fucking beautiful every single day....even if you want to....

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