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2004-09-06 @ 11:57 a.m.

So yesterday I saw porsche-man. Took the train to see him since I don't have (still) my driving licence.

He picked me at the train station with a kiss on my lips.

Then we went for a drink in Nyon, diet coke with a lemon slice for both of us. We talked about jobs, parents and stuff. He paid the far two expensive cokes and drove me to his house in his "fucking" black porsche (carrera 4).

He has a very nice flat with very stylish furniture.

As soon as we entered (and after he showed me all the rooms) he began kissing me and touching me and making strange (love) movements.

He invited me (at first) to watch the movie "love actually" with h.grant.

While he was kissing me I said "don't we watch the movie ?"

And he answered :" I thought we could watch it after".

Me :"After what ??".

Him :"After making out (not the exact word but same meaning in french).."

And I was like what the fuck ????

I just sat on the sofa waiting for him to put the movie on.

During the fist 15 min. of the movie he kept touching and rubbing my tits and kissing me...I was so disgusted by his attitude towards me...

I even put his hands out of my shirt and he said :"don't you like when I'm caressing your tits ? "

I just answered with a obstructed smile.

I think he understood coze a part from my knee he didn't touch me for the following 30 min. And didn't touched me at all for the rest of the movie.

At the end of the movie he went to the kitchen (I was supposed to eat supper with him) and opened the fridge.

It was just so..pathetic and uncomfortable so I said : "Can you drive me to the train station ?" "Yes" he said.....nothing more....no wait we'll check the schedule or a you didn't eat anything do you really want to go ? No just nothing...he just took his keys switched the tv off and we went to his car.

He left me at the train station not even fucking bothering when did I have the next train..just left me there...

Men are fucking stupid they think money can buy everything...

He didn't even have any good manners.

I must admit I'm kinda proud of myself for not having had sex with him.

It was such a disgusting situation. He could have manged it better and I had easily had sex with him. But he was just a stupid fucking male with a dick bigger that his brains.

That's all.

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