I have a heart too...
2004-08-27 @ 9:55 p.m.

I drink too much.

I think too much.

I suffer too much.

I want to waste my life. I think I've already wasted too much of it.

I'll never gonna get back those years.

But I don't want to be a teenager again....never...I just want to have more self-esteem and less naiveness...

I'm wandering why do men always cheet on me ?

There's so many other stupid goose why me ?

I want never to suffer from nasty feelings again.

And everytime I write in here I pray to stop having feelings for a man again.

I wish only to love one male : my small chihuahua. He's my man and my child he's everything.

Maybe I'm sad. Maybe I'm depressed. But I know I'm going out tomorrow night. And I pray not to meet some one else again. I just wanna have fun and I just wanna treat men like they do treat us...like shit....

And I still wish deep inside of me (myself ?) to meet some one who'll prove me love still exists...

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