mondays are crap
2004-08-23 @ 1 p.m.
A lot has happened since friday.
I got drunk.
I danced in a too hot way.
I got invited to eat fish especially made for me.
I fucked with Pe. (we didn't made love since we know each other only since one week).
It was quite disappointing. Not because it wasn't good but I have this strange feeling I cannot explain.
I'm not intersted in him anymore. Fucking wasn't a good idea at all.
It's like everything was said, it's not woth of speaking some more.
I don't know if I want to see him again.
I hate my work and since this morning I want to kill myself so badly, it's fucking crazy and scary.
I'm depressed. Really.