shoot me kill me I don't want to live anymore
2004-08-23 @ 9:46 p.m.

I'm drunk and I justwant to kil myself..

Don't worry theres a less fucking entry befor...just check out..

why can't I just die right now ? Why can't I finally do something I really really want ?

I hate the world right now...

Please make this suffering end...I beg you

I'm so tired you don't even imagine my state right now

Tears falling down my cheeks

I hate this world

I'm really tired of living...

It's not a joke I'm not 18 anymore....I'm not a fucking teenie with problems I'm a adult fighting...

I'm sorry I shouldn't have written in here...as always I'm ashamed of being so weak...

But I just don't want to have feeling again...please I don't want to feel this pain inside me again...like a shoot in my heart.....

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