Too close to the sun
2004-08-21 @ 10:30 a.m.

Saw my new (boy)friend (let's call him Pe) last night after he phoned me on thursday night.

We spent a lovely afternoon all chatting and laughing, then he invited me to an italian place in Montreux to eat pasta.

We finally kissed in a pub around 10 pm. Sweet and passionate kiss.

He so sweet and nice physically and psychologically speaking.

I spend the whole evening wandering why he's with me, I feel so ugly...can't bear my face in the mirror...what does he find in me ? I don't understand...really...

I feel like Icarus flying too close to the sun....and my wings will soon melt upon the heat of the passion.

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