No feelings for me thanks
2004-08-18 @ 10 p.m.

I'm sure I made a big mistake.

I'm sure he's the biggest bastard in the whole wide world.

I'm sure I'll suffer again from all this. Again.

I'm just having some bad feeling about all this.

I'm sure I'll never see him again.

I told you it was too good to be true.

I already hate myself for being so weak. Once again.

I just want to slap my face against a wall right now. Or drink till I collapse in my bed.

I just want all this to end.

I just want not to have any feelings again. I just want not to feel anything for any one again.

Is that possible ?

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